Dreams are renewable. No matter what our age or condition, there are still untapped possibilities within us and new beauty waiting to be born.

-Dale Turner-

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Mind control

I have been doing some research on the pineal gland and neurotransmitter synthesis.  It has proven to be very interesting.  I wish I was like buddha and could have the ultimate control over my brain and in turn mind - what a guy/s (many buddhas exist after all).  I guess I can only try, for control is achievable but perhaps not close to such a level but enough for inner peace.

On the same topic:
The 1st chakra is called the Root chakra. It is located at the base of the spine and is connected with the coccyx. The Root Chakra opens downward. When active with vigor, it is fiery red-orange in colour. Physical association adrenal glands, kidneys, spinal column. Spiritual aspects stability, security, grounding and courage.
The 2nd chakra is called the Sacral or Spleen chakra. Located over the spleen, it is sun-like in colour and opens towards the front. Physical association genital area/reproductive organs, lower abdomen. Spiritual aspects creative harmony, sexuality, giving and receiving, expression of emotions, desire and pleasure.
The 3rd chakra is called the Solar Plexus chakra. It is located about two finger-breaths above the navel and is directly connected to our astral or emotional body. Through the solar plexus chakra we absorb the solar energy which nurtures our etheric body, which energizes and maintains our physical body. Physical Association stomach, pancreas and liver/Navel to Solar Plexus. Spiritual Aspects personal power, transformation, courage, laughter. This is where our emotional (feeling) energy radiates, particularly our "gut feelings."
The 4th chakra is called the Heart chakra. It is the center of our entire chakra system. It is located in the center of the breast at the level and vicinity of the heart cavity and connects the three LOWER physical and emotional centers to the three HIGHER mental and spiritual centers. Physical association heart, thymus gland, lungs, and influences the circulatory system. Spiritual aspects Unconditional love, forgiveness, compassion, and ultimately healing.
The 5th chakra is called the Throat chakra. It is located between the depression in the neck and the larynx, beginning at the cervical vertebra behind the Adam's apple. It starts at the cervical vertebra and opens towards the front. It is also connected to a small secondary chakra, which has its seat in the neck and opens to the back, but since the two chakras are so closely related, they have been integrated into one. Although it has a lot of blue about it, it is also silvery, like moonlight upon rippling water. Physical Association Thyroid, neck, shoulder, arms, hands. Spiritual Aspects honest and open communication-self expression, listening and expression of emotions.
The 6th chakra is called the Third Eye chakra. Physical association with the pineal gland and eyes. Here conscious perception of being takes place. It is the seat of our higher mental powers. Spiritual aspects open one up to inner vision, insights, intuition.
The 7th chakra is called the Crown chakra. The Crown Chakra opens upward, at the top of your head. Interestingly enough, medical science has yet to conclusively determine the physical influence this gland has on the human body (probably because metaphysics is beyond their rational thinking mind.) Although it contains all sorts of prismatic hues, it is predominantly violet. Physical association Pituitary/Cerebral Cortex, Central Nervous system. Spiritual aspects are associated with the gateways to higher realms of consciousness it can lead to varying degrees of spiritual awakening.

From http://www.crystalbed.com.au/chakras.htm

I have a choice, but don't hurt me...

Life throws you the hardest of choices at times.
Sometimes multiple things give you strength, but weaken you at the same time.
Finding balance is the hardest part,
However I am so lucky to have the opportunity to choose.
I must never forget that.

Inner strength

If we trust no one do we become sad and sorry skeptics for all eternity?But what is worse - this or the feeling of betrayal, the kind that almost makes your heart explode?They say that women are driven by their emotions, so maybe the intensity is controllable.However is it normal to feel so "fucked up broken" when one discovers betrayal?I want to remain objective to such things, such situations.However it can be hard.I'm only human, but I need to remember that in the end,I have nothing to lose...

Monday, June 27, 2011


I'm not a big fan of the latest models or movie stars.  To be honest, not many real looking women come out of hollywood, however these ladies are absolutely gorgeous and curved filled.

1. Kaley - Not as curvy as the rest but a real cutie.

2. Kate - Most amazing body, perfectly curved and not too skinny.

3.  Brittany - cute and hot at the same time.

4. Dita - On the skinny side but with shape.

5. Miranda - Again, on the skinny side but her eyes and skin are divine!

6. Mary-Elizabeth- she only pulls off one look that does it for me but she is a beautiful girl :)

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

I hate the word "love".

I'm really sick of hearing about how things should be.  The worst thing about being a girl is that we're emotionally driven and just when you think you're strong and in control, the emotions kick in. You know what I adore and hate the most at the very same time?  Love.  I hate that 95% of song lyrics are based around 'love', I hate that there are magazines with advice columns, and stupid quotes on the internet and soppy pictures of people holding hands.  The word is stupidly overused and it makes me sick.  It almost has no meaning or should be at least changed to "a sense of liking, but misinterpreted".. or something like that.

Love is an expression, yes that is true, however it is so majorly dramatised in the wrong kinds of ways.  I really wonder how many people know what real, true love is?  I wonder if I know?  I think I do, because I observe those around me but I'll never know if I feel more than they do; if my "love" is somehow different from theirs.  Sadly, we can only compare ourselves to what we actually know.

So women - "oh but I love him and he ditched me" or "he doesnt take me out for dinner" etc.  Is that how things should be?  Is that what makes you happy or is that what you're told is meant to make you happy.  I guess from growing I have realised that women are subjected to a lot more of the telling than the knowing.  We are always finding things to constantly bitch about in regards to our relationship because we are looking for the wrong things.  If we are constantly believing that things can be perfect, and that something more must be present, we will never find happiness in our love lives.  For there is no perfect, which isn't to say that you have to settle for less than you think you deserve.  The problem with women is that we all need to stop, grow up, cease our bitching and moaning and just be.

Be. Be. Be.

So here's what I think:
Who fucking cares if the guy you like doesn't like you?
Who fucking cares if your boyfriend hates your favourite pair of shoes?
Cease worrying that your man is cheating on you - if he is, fuck it. It's not the end of life and love.
If you've been hurt before, you can't compare the last relationship to the present.
You can't assume someone else's love will add up to yours or vice versa.
Don't always think about making yourself happy or making others happy - its all about a balance, but put yourself first.
Nobody will ever love you if you can't love yourself.
Life is too short to dwell on everything and to remain crazy for one person who doesn't feel the same.
Your love and your partner's love might be different in their ideals - learn these and do what YOU want, don't adopt their ideals.

And most importantly...

If words could only describe.

Control is something we procrastinate over far too much.
Not everyone you encounter is going to appreciate the things you say and do and you have to be ok with that.
I am absolutely filled with positive energy right now, all I want to do is meditate. 
Sitting still in this repetitive day-to-day mind state just isn't fulfilling enough - life is too short.
I wish right now I could put my thoughts into words.
I feel like the strongest me I have ever been....
I feel like I can do anything in this moment...
......To be continued when my mind stops excelling my body to take action on more important things than blogging :)

Monday, June 20, 2011

Best pro veg stuff ^_^

Sunday, June 19, 2011


A small population of individuals in the world are educated - sadly many humans live in poverty and will never afford a place in this demographic of people. However what I personally find most sad is that in Australia, we all have access to greater knowledge, yet a vast majority of us capable individuals choose to take an easier route.  Although there are variables such as disorders etc - there are so many Australians out there who just don't give a fuck about learning.  I don't get it.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Too many blogs.

I apologise for the endless blogs this month..It is part of procrastination and change.
I know I talk a lot of shit but I think a lot.
And because I'm a woman I guess I feel a lot too.

Driven by emotions - its not a good thing but positive energy comes out of it.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

What makes a happy Miranda...

I am so happy.
I don't know why....
Well I do sorta...
Its because everything is exactly as it should be.
Wonderful and perfectly balanced between controlled and out of control.
I'm sick of everyone seeking "perfect", like movies suggest. Seeking perfect at this tender age will only make you insane, for the perfect you think exists, doesn't exist just yet and sometimes never will. So change your ideal - find the someone you can spend hours talking to about the most interesting yet pointless things, someone you can waste the weekend with, someone you can teach to and learn from and someone with adventure. When you find them you'll realise how lucky you are NOT to have that "perfect" you thought you wanted...

13th June

“In the stillness of your presence, you can feel your own formless and timeless reality as the un-manifested life that animates your physical form. You can then feel the same life deep within every other human and every other creature. You look beyond the veil of form and separation. This is the realization of oneness. This is love...” Eckhart Tolle

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Women and men.

Human instincts, emotions and behaviours are absolutely fucked.  If I could be bothered and had enough time, I would love to study psychology for interests sake.  However I suppose psychological theories do not really say much about the actual things women say and do but more the psychology behind their emotions/motives/feelings etc.  The strangest thing about engaging or observing encounters with the same sex or the opposite sex is that so many people are oblivious to the ways in which the other will do things - whether it will be verbally or in actions.

What every man should know about women: The truth which covers a vast majority of us..

1) MOST women do everything in an emotionally driven way.  We can't help it.  It's so wired into us that we think in the most irrational moments we are being rational because of our "feelings".  We let our feelings absolutely consume us in all senses - the things we do/the way we act, what we say, how far we are willing to go with people.  It's actually fucking INSANE how it all works.

2) Women hardly ever say things as they are.  Another thing that is hard to do is saying things as they are.  For some reason we have to always give a background story on everything or justification for something we say.  This is not always the case as there are variables like interests, education level, age etc. But generally speaking we make things way more complicating by saying things that we think will spark a reaction from the opposing person or at least hopefully keep them talking, interested etc.

3) MY OPINION - Star signs, as absolutely bullshit and invalid as they are; SOMETIMES support personal traits.  I myself, being a libra have this fucked up complex with weighing things out and being indecisive.  I'm sure that this is only a personal trait but I have seen similar evidence to support that to some degree, a star sign can give a slight indication of character - obviously its very invalid to a degree but somewhat interesting.

4) Every woman wants to feel like she's important.  She may be completely discrete about this - in most cases she will be.  I believe that most human beings are naturally attention seeking but I love watching girls absolutely flaunt what they've got and throw themselves at people to get some praise. Its hilarious.  It also ties perfectly in with girls being completely driven by their emotions.

5) When a girl wants someone/something bad enough, she'll be crazy.  And when I say crazy I mean she'll say everything you want her to say.  She may not even realise it.  Sometimes she will say things because she genuinely means them which is a hard thing to differentiate between.  There is this major act she will project to you! However I often have conversations with friends that say "he wanted me to do this, he doesnt want that etc and so I did this so he would/wouldnt do it".  Crazy?!?! I fucking reckon!  This ties into my "Morning sex" blog.  From my own mental tally so many girls hate morning sex... and this rule is complicating because its not absolute. YES we like morning sex when we feel like it but because guys want it way more often, girls will pretend a lot of the time.  The pretending stops after she feels "emotionally secure" in knowing that if she says no to you you won't leave her.  Reality is fucked up.  Has your girlfriend ever said to you "Oh my god baby I love it when you're hard in the morning?". Im sure she has.. and i'm sure she loves it some of the time...aka when SHE wants it...WHICH ISNT ALL THE TIME EVEN IF SHE SAYS IT IS.... so yeah... be aware.

6) Women take shit seriously.  If you're not at the kind of level with her that its acceptable to say what you think then don't say it or you'll lose out.  If you break up with her and say its because you hate her hair or her voice is fucking squeaky, even if she hates you she'll believe it.  Not even kidding.  Women cry over this shit ALL THE TIME!  "Oh my god...he said he hated that dress i wear out. Is it horrible?" etc. And this is why women need so many friends - for justification that they look a million dollars and that they are loved with or without men...*SIGH*. MEN If you want to test your power tell a girl you like/dislike something she is wearing or comment on the way she looks.  I GUARANTEE you that she'll wear that thing you liked a whole lot more (even if she hates it) or do her hair the way you like it in front of you because you said it.  Women don't forget that shit.  Seriously.  Its like mentally implanted in their brains once it comes out of your mouth.
This will also slowly die the longer you stay with them.

7) Women CAN BE controlling.  This is one of those variables that really depends on personality.  If she's self centred she'll control you more than you're even aware - she'll make you chase her etc.  If she's insecure or just very very light and fluffy in her emotions she will do the opposite - she will let you get away with murder to please you.  It's important you find a woman with balance as this is the hardest thing about women!

I know you're probably feeling freaked out by this, but its the truth. And just to add - all women ARE crazy, in different ways.  Although we are all into different things and fit into very different social groups etc our minds work on the same sorts of principles in one way or another.  It may be mild or extreme... either way.. know boys that your woman is crazy!

Lie to me.

"Every lie is a poison; there are no harmless lies. Only the truth is safe. Only the truth gives me consolation - it is the one unbreakable diamond."
— Leo Tolstoy

Thursday, June 09, 2011


You produce a new individuality, a new consciousness. 
But thats only the beginning of the evolution of cycle. Because as the new cycle proceeds, the imput is now this new intelligence. As intelligence causes intelligence, as ability causes ability, the speed changes; until what? - Until you reach a crescendo in a way could only be imagined as enormous instantaneous fulfillment of human.


“In life, people tend to wait for good thing to come to them. Usually, what you wish for doesn’t fall into your lap; it falls somewhere nearby, and you have to recognize it, stand up, and put in the time and work it takes to get it. This isn’t because the universe is cruel. It is because the universe is smart. It has its own cat-string theory and knows we don’t appreciate things that fall into our laps.”

Wednesday, June 08, 2011

My energy.

So one of the laws of thermodynamics states "Energy is never created, nor destroyed".  I guess that's how life is... the transfer of energy between souls and people.  There is a dominoes effect depending on what you are exposed to and the positive and negative energies and auras that exist within us circulate, much like energy in chemical systems.  But in saying that we are chemical systems of biology... everything in life is relative in one way or another.

I love these quiet moments alone at night where I'm able to feel my heart beat, breath and open my mind to beautiful music.  The only problem in late nights is missing such a beautiful time of the morning - this is something I hope to one day fix.  I get easily sparked by little things and my thoughts spiral beyond control.  Right now I am tired, I am stressed, I am filled with caffeine but I am still somewhat happy and peaceful at heart; living right here and right now in this moment.  I am blessed to have every second, every thought, every opportunity... and this constant flow of positive energy within.

Sometimes I sit here and wonder how other people in the world are feeling at this exact moment.  And I know its naive to wish that everyone could be as peaceful as I am now because that could never be possible.  However, if you read this; whoever you are and whatever mood you're in - take a moment, a breath even.. just to feel your energy within and to remember that life is so very beautiful...

The promises of this world are, for the most part, vain phantoms; and to confide in one’s self, and become something of worth and value is the best and safest course.  ~Michelangelo

Say not, "I have found the truth," but rather, "I have found a truth."  Say not, "I have found the path of the soul."  Say rather, "I have met the soul walking upon my path."  For the soul walks upon all paths.  The soul walks not upon a line, neither does it grow like a reed.  The soul unfolds itself, like a lotus of countless petals.  ~Kahlil Gibran

Gemini Man.

Compatibility of Libra Woman and Gemini Man

This love match is an ideal one on the astrology chart because of their amazing chemistry. The compatibility of this love match comes from her passion and constant need to be balanced. She will be attracted by his outgoing nature which will gel well with her gregarious nature. He will attract her with his conversational skills and adventurous personality. The only hitch in the relationship is decision making.

It takes awhile for Gemini to settle down with a one and only, which Libra finds a natural state. Libra may think Gemini not serious enough, especially when it comes to "working on the relationship." Libra helps Gemini take the pieces of an idea, and shape it into a viable plan of action. Gemini brings out the playful kid in Libra by being spontaneous. Libra finds it exhilarating to be in the moment with Gemini and lose the self-consciousness.

Libra is ruled by the Planet Venus (Love) and Gemini by the Planet Mercury (Communication). Libra and Gemini work well together; they combine the forces of love and communication. As Libra prizes harmony with their lover almost above all else, Gemini won't be able to indulge their love of a good, hearty debate too often; Libra would rather do almost anything than argue. Libra is more romantic than Gemini, but the sexual harmony is delightful, for neither of you is unduly jealous or demanding. Tolerant Libra seeks to please and tends to view lovemaking as an art at which, of course, you both excel. Creating the right environment for love is very important, however, and a failure to do so on your part will most likely lead to a rapid, though decorous, retreat. But this delightful combination is a perfect match.

Their intimate life reflects their general high spirited personalities.