Treasure yourself.

EXTREME natural high.  It could be due to the fact that tomorrow I will be having amazing hippy times in some pirate pants with delicious psytrance but there is a massive combination of things causing this feeling.  I have this urge to completely detox my life and have beautiful, meaningful moments.

So this is what it's like - to constantly feel thankful to exist.  It really does confuse me.  Some days I go so unmotivated, letting the hours slip away and achieving very little but somehow that has stopped mattering so much.  Lately I can honestly say I have been on self discovering high.  I suppose when reading blogs such as this, I used to think that such people (as I am being) lived in a candy coated world, oblivious to hidden horrors but it has become apparent to me that there are infinite possibilities wherever you are.  You may not have what you want right now but make the most of the present so that you can shape it into an amazing future.

Now when I read stupidly happy blogs I get high off the energy from that person so far (or near) that expressed themselves in such a positive way.  I love it.  Its infectious.  Hopefully I can spread it.

Wish 23: Spend a day with Miranda

I never used to think much of idolising celebrities until I fell in love with the beautiful face of Miranda Kerr.  Admittedly, it was due to her glowing image that attracted me to reading her blog and doing some research on her and finding out she too studied nutrition and has life goals that are similar to mine.  

Meditation, nutrition and organic products are important to her and she seems to have such a beautiful soul. If there was one person I could spend a day with to learn and be inspired it would be Miranda.

Art, nature and beauty...

Little things in life never cease to amaze me.  I'm almost glad for the little things; glad that they don't go unseen and unappreciated because they are indeed so fulfilling.  Have you ever sat in a tranquil place, at one with nature - fascinated by its beauty?  Watching all the ecosystems, the interactions, the colours, the textures... all of it.  I have always longed to create things that are as beautiful as I see or as obscure and intricate as my mind can imagine but I lack the skills.  That's why I am so attracted to people that can create such beauty from within for the rest of the world to see,  a soul on canvas.

Emotional me.

Isn't it funny how we are so fixated on emotions; so aware of all we feel.  When did we have to start making a conscious effort to manipulate them? To drive our thought patterns and processes in a way that maintains a "good" feeling so we can hold on to it for as long as we are able.  Some of us are lucky enough to be gifted in that we can control our own emotions more than our external environment can.  I feel that in being one of these people I need to make a conscious effort to help those that can't and for some reason its the most satisfying feeling...

It doesnt mean I have forgotten but:

Respect me when I say, we dont need each other like we did before...

Human

Just walk away.

People are ruled by their pasts.  Everything relates back and although you learn from the past is it still as significant as your mind allows it to be?  Should it still control you like it does?  Only the weak let what has happened define who they will be.  I'm sick of asking people how they are or what they are doing and hearing that they are in the same place as before- sad, depressed, bored with life.  Yes everything that has happened is significant but you can break free and be whoever you want tomorrow; as long as you want it and try for it.  How is it that people forget that?  

Feel the closure and don't feel wounded that you are moving forward.  You have to.  Just walk away...

Dont let go of this moment because you can never get it back...

Despite life's heart aches and let downs; its fair to conclude that even though bad times have been spent, it's been worth every minute.

Today is beautiful

I was here...

We are forever searching for who we are and when we think we know, something changes.  We surprise, confuse or shock ourselves in a way thought we never would.  There will never be an appropriate summary of words to describe one's self as we are all strangers to ourselves.  In some ways, perhaps this is why we need others - not to tell us who we are or who we should be but so we can observe the way they respond to us; the way they see our character and we can then reflect whether they left any impression.

Once upon a time, someone made a difference in your world.  They may still be present but it is likely that they have gone.  This is where I make it exceptionally hard for myself as I am forever dwelling on the differences that people made and feeling as if they should remain in my life to make more.  On the other side of my mind's battle grounds I am aware that they are gone, but it doesn't mean that they are forgotten; just like the things that were said and done.  All is relative, but not everything can be held on to and not everything should be.

There is a reason why you loved someone, why you were friends with someone and why you

did the things you did with the people you have. But aside from that, there are reasons why 

people have come and gone from your life. I will always walk away from conflict but 

sometimes its necessary to keep people out that just dont fit anymore. Respect me when I say 

we don't need each other now like we did before.

Look outside, the world is waiting for who you are NOW.

Lost in the dark

Its funny how we fear the dark but somehow get lost 

in it.  In a second, without even realising, we find

 ourselves accepting it and finding comfort in darkness 

with light being forgotten.  I for one know how easy it 

is to be in love with the dark and become almost

 obsessed by it.  However what is darkness without 

light?  One is needed to recognise the other and one 

day, when the light hits your soul, you'll see 

everything differently; every detail as your world 

starts to shine again... 

Peter and I...

This is probably one of the more pathetic posts you will read from me but I do like to blog about joyous things and as materialistic as this may seem pyjama purchases make me extremely happy!

I am a strange type of girl.  I'm a girly girl but I am also more manly than many men I know so hopefully that means i'm balanced both ways - but to the extreme.  I'm not afraid of getting dirty and doing disgusting things, but I am maternal, love shopping and have stupid expensive obsessions.  My most recent properly started one Monday morning when I was watching 'The morning show', whilst eating my perfectly nutritious breakfast and thinking about the coming of summer.  The segment was the new Peter Alexander range - The Australia range.  I looked at some of the stuff and was about to flick over the TV when a very sexy lady strutted out in the most adorable shorts I had ever seen.... and from there it began!

So now I own many items from around 5 of Peter's collections.  All in all I probably have at least 10 pairs of shorts, numerous summer sets, an autumn set, 2 pairs of winter pj pants and a nightie.  My favourite is still my gorgeous Toast set.

So heres some of my collection:

 

You are who you choose to be...

Never have I ever been entirely skeptical of human behaviour.  I have always found it in my heart to try really hard to accept everyone despite their faults.  The reason being is that I fear that thinking badly of someone makes me seem arrogant in thinking I'm better than them when I may not know them entirely.  I always used to have my eyes wide open and be under the false assumption that everyone has a "story" about why they are like they are; nice or not.  I have come to realise that your background doesn't matter.  It shouldn't define who you choose to be later in life and if it does define you then that is your own personal choice; you choose to hold onto that past person, incident etc inside you that has gone now.  Everyone deserves a chance to prove themselves to someone and to have positive interactions with that someone, however once that chance has passed I will no longer hand out more like free flyers.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that there are a lot of dickheads in the world, quite frankly.  I have witnessed many careless people use and abuse the kindness of others recently and it has caused me to question personal incidents.  So now I feel I have the power to make my own judgements and to realise that not everyone is worth my time, patience and friendship and for me that is a big thing.  I wonder why I'd never noticed this before?  My reasoning is that perhaps I was not entirely confident in my own character and therefore felt it unfair to judge the character of others.

Anyone that was quite a ramble so hopefully the next entry will be more entertaining and food related :)

What the cool?

I came across a website today. My favourite section is the architecture part. Check it out :)

WHATTHECOOL.com

 

 

 

 

Food packaging (:

Cool stuff...

Edible crayons :O

I'm in love with this one...

And for those who wear their food because they're too afraid to eat it...