Mind vent.

Its been a while since I've blogged.  So much has been slowly eating away at my time and I have not felt as passionate lately but more so sluggish with things I love.  Obviously life is sweet.  Life is always sweet when it comes down to it but there are things that can eat at you like termites and all you want to do is throw them all off.

For a long time I have been the positive person in a situation.  I try to pick up the pieces, brainstorm options and move on.  It works a lot; a whole lot.  But lately its been a challenge.  Like I said, I know ultimately that life is beautiful and wonderful things remind me that that is so, each and every day.  However I have learnt that you can't pick up all of the pieces.  You can't love everyone.  You can't except everything.  Eventually you will burst and everything will come crashing down and sooner or later you need to follow your heart, instinct, intuition... to get what you need.  

Life is silly like that.  The thing is there is no time to waste.  There is no time for weak character or building yourself a huge reputation that you can't escape from.  Sometimes you need to just go with whatever comes along to get you out of a tough situation.  It may be a good move but then again it may be bad.  I guess you'll never know until you try...

So to all of those people, all of those little things that have made me smile lately; thanks :)